/crushedCans&thrashBands.

So let's go back, follow the yellow brick road. As we go on another episode. Journey with me as I take you through this nifty little place. That I once used to call home sweet home.

Tuesday, June 26, 2007 + 10:22 PM

cough,cough,cough.

since last friday i've been
having a sore throat then a cough.
and it's irritating! haha.
now i know how it feels like,
partially losing your voice.
just that i dont have to
drink those herbal stuffs.
strepsils will do =P

woke up and 7.20 then went
back to slp. almost late
for Econs Exam today!
ok i was late by 3 mins =/

went to Whitesand with punkster
ray after that. up to nothing
good as usual la that guy.
but somehow i like his company
though he's gay and touchy =P

there were some koreans there
today. then this lady started
calling out to me all of a
sudden when i was on the
escalator. something like
"hey! that's a pretty bag!
i like that brand! byebye!
love you!" LOL.

then we walked arnd pasir ris.
past by jayne's house and
rayson dared me to call her.
call lor! why dont dare ha.
at most i'll tell Joaee that
rayson was trying to be funny =P
that reminds me OG BBQ is on
saturday =) and carmen is
helping me get a bottle of
Absolut Citron from airport
DFS =))

after tmr it's sleep, sleep,
SLEEP! =P and a trip to
Vivo coming up =)

thanksforbeingtherewhenineededitthemost.

Friday, June 22, 2007 + 2:12 PM

22 june

bball match tmr!!! im excited =P
okok i gotta do some studying
today, last ditch attempt to
diffuse info into my brain.

and NUS pple are organising
friendly matches for MJ Squash?
i don't think im even up for it
yet =S

other girl will come along
they always do.
but what's the point when
all i ever want is you.

Tuesday, June 19, 2007 + 2:48 PM

finished

im somehow over it.
i took one whole night to think abt it,
finally i realised how things are.
feel stupid to look back and see that i was
literally a punch-drunk boy in Lala Land.
now i know that it's essential to benice and
caring, but dont overdo it. just be yourself,
and don't have the thinking that you're somehow
like a slave to make her happy.
first time,but i learnt alot, though it was a short
stint. but one thing is that all the feelings, the
things i said, everything i did came from my heart.
it so happened i did it with the wrong approach,
and lost my footing somewhere along the way,
becoming excessively nice.
to think of it if i were her i wouldnt like it too =P

right now it's a gonna be a long process,
im going to have to take time off and be
myself again.she also has to, as she has
somethings to deal with on her own.
(that'sif she didnt smoke me la ha ha.
but i think it's true la, she wasnt lying.)
i have to mature and not be that naive again.
the next time round, there will be no excuse as
it's no longer the first time.. I have to be just like
who I am in front of Rayson&Co. ,not Mr-Too-Sugary.

Lesson learnt: Be Yourself.
Additional Notes: Don't try too hard to
please her to the fact you're going way out
of comfort zone. She'll think you're just this
kind of person and there's nth to change it.
And the fact is you weren't really your
normal self. Pls learn from my mistake,
I hope no one faces the same thing.

G: I think it's best we spend some
time reflecting. Honestly i hope this is just
a hiatus. Because I still feel for you.
And I know that Star is still with you.
When the time is right i mightask you again,
when this time comes
Mr. Cultured will be himself.

Saturday, June 16, 2007 + 2:00 PM

16 June

going out with my folks for dinner
later =D but before that we're
gng to the hospital to visit
Gonggong.. heard he was just
hospitalised =/

i had a great time ytd. made
the right choice by not going
to P.Shakers concert. according
to Flavian it became NCC Concert
tho i dunno what that means =P
spent time with her at the airport.
plane-viewing, walking aimlessly
at T2 Departure, Pacific Cafe,
going into Perfumes&Cometics,
Times Bkshop etc etc.

and the Star has now found its
owner and it's rested round the
neck of someone special =)

-------------------------------

The way she smiles,

The way she hugs me and
makes me feel loved,

The way she holds my hand
from behind,

The way she tries to bump
me to the side,

The way she tickles me and
run before i could catch
her,

The way she laughs at my
actions,

The way she messes up my
hair,

The way she wears my
jacket and sniffs at it,

The way she leans towards
me and rests her head on
my shoulder,

The way she comes down to
accompany me just for that
2mins,

It's the way she makes me feel.

Monday, June 11, 2007 + 1:00 PM

back from Camp Gilgal.

these 3D3N (i checked-in at night)
were one of the best in my life.
had alot of fun, learnt alot,
grew in spirit and in mind.
what's better was having her
near me all the while and getting
to see her several times everyday.
Thank you Genevieve for being there,
and asking me to stay on when i felt
like returning home to rest =)

miss the nights i called you, the
meals at the dining hall where i could
talk to you. and the stares across the
crowd and the beautiful smiles
that you gave me.

Most importantly, the place was conducive
in allowing me to be with Him. It has been
a long time since I was in His presense
without distractions from the outside
world.This camp has allowed me to return
closely by His Side.I shall take what I've
gathered and venture forth in school, at
home and with friends with a renewed faith.

______I like the way you like me.

Monday, June 04, 2007 + 1:01 PM

In This Life

For all I've been
Blessed with in this life
There was an emptiness in me
I was imprisoned by
The power of gold
With one honest touch
You set me free

Let the world
Stop turning
Let the sun
Stopp burning
Let them tell me love's
Not worth going through
If it all falls apart
I will kno
Deep in my heart
The only dream that
Mattered had come true
In this life, I was
Loved by you