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[RENEGADE.
Jonathan Teo
MJ 07S414
SQUASH 07/08
So here I go it's my shot,
feet fail me not.
This may be the only opportunity that I got
Tuesday, June 19, 2007 + 2:48 PM
im somehow over it.
i took one whole night to think abt it,
finally i realised how things are.
feel stupid to look back and see that i was
literally a punch-drunk boy in Lala Land.
now i know that it's essential to benice and
caring, but dont overdo it. just be yourself,
and don't have the thinking that you're somehow
like a slave to make her happy.
first time,but i learnt alot, though it was a short
stint. but one thing is that all the feelings, the
things i said, everything i did came from my heart.
it so happened i did it with the wrong approach,
and lost my footing somewhere along the way,
becoming excessively nice.
to think of it if i were her i wouldnt like it too =P
right now it's a gonna be a long process,
im going to have to take time off and be
myself again.she also has to, as she has
somethings to deal with on her own.
(that'sif she didnt smoke me la ha ha.
but i think it's true la, she wasnt lying.)
i have to mature and not be that naive again.
the next time round, there will be no excuse as
it's no longer the first time.. I have to be just like
who I am in front of Rayson&Co. ,not Mr-Too-Sugary.
Lesson learnt: Be Yourself.
Additional Notes: Don't try too hard to
please her to the fact you're going way out
of comfort zone. She'll think you're just this
kind of person and there's nth to change it.
And the fact is you weren't really your
normal self. Pls learn from my mistake,
I hope no one faces the same thing.
G: I think it's best we spend some
time reflecting. Honestly i hope this is just
a hiatus. Because I still feel for you.
And I know that Star is still with you.
When the time is right i mightask you again,
when this time comes
Mr. Cultured will be himself.
